I Wonder…

On some nights 
your memories come uninvited 
disguised as dreams 
and drag me out of my sleep 
While lying awake 
I wonder
whether you also, at times 
dream about me 

I wonder
on some sleepless nights
or in some restless sunny afternoons
maybe at some random moments
Do I come to your mind
as an unexpected memory?

And I wonder
whether you regret about
the future we couldn't have
or you regret the past
we had

Then I drift back 
to a dreamless sleep 
and next morning comes as usual
I don't think about you
for days and days
until some random thing 
drag out a memory of us
out of nowhere
and then I take a few seconds 
to wonder 
if it is the same with you 


© Vindhya Colombage 
2019